I do, right now. Having worked for two months from home now, I'm in a surreal void, enduring a lack of light and attention, pushed to a smaller world with no human touch, no texture of voices, no ribbons of laughter festooning the hallways.
Many are saying they enjoy working from home, but being a social butterfly, I like to share a space with my co workers, grabbing a coffee at break time, taking the stairs, replenishing my motivation in the physical surroundings of a workplace.
But, like a sad little house plant, my leaves are yellowing; I'm feeling a bit droopy around the edges, and terribly parched.
There's this Dracaena (pronounced "Driss-seen-nuh") plant quietly occupying a table in my spare room. Even during this shelter-at-home season, in a state of being hyper alert about everything, I'd forgotten it.
The poor thing was so brittle, so needy - like us.
I wondered if it could be restored.
Setting to work, I couldn't help thinking we all need a bit of re-potting, some fresh water … lots of TLC.
Like a house plant, we need some tending-to these days.
Especially these days.
Our root system is aching for community.
Our leaves are yellow - we need a careful touch to pull them away.
Our soil is dry - we need an organic compost of compassion.
Nutrients should be mixed in. Things like good humor, a phone call, a letter, a song.
It might be nice to have an aeration to help our roots grow deep; to enable a stronger, more vigorous life.
Leaves that no longer serve us should be thoughtfully pruned. Cut away dry petals of anger, bitterness, resentment and unforgiveness.
Like the little struggling plant, we need recovery time. When we have lacked the light and regularity of "normal days", it will take time and patience to reach upward and to trust once more.
Take care of your plants, yes.
Take care of yourself, too: hunker down in a larger pot, giving yourself extra space to expand and thrive.
Break up the old soil; infuse it with good nutrients.
Take away all that is no longer serving you.
Drink, absorb life, and drink some more.
Place yourself in the environment you need, one with plenty of light and love.
I'm pleased to tell you my house plant is coming along nicely, showing some gumption, reaching toward the light. I've named her "Endurance" because she is making a comeback after a drought of neglect.
There's always hope.
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